Thursday, June 18, 2015

You Are Not Alone

I've been sitting here reading over some of my old posts from years past trying to come of with some inspiration.  See...the thing is, I've been wanting to write for a while, and I know some of the topics that I wanted to talk about but nothing was bringing it all together.  I've never told anyone this but when I decide to write a blog, I always come up with a title first and challenge myself to end by using the title as the last words in the blog.  It isn't that hard, but sometimes I can't start because I can't think of a title.  Stupid.  I know. 
It's been a busy 2015 already.  Not to mention the fact that it's hotter than &%#$ out there. Personally, I believe "The Day After Tomorrow" storyline wherein the global climate shifts.  I'm in the perfect part of the country for it, but this weather is crazy.  I moved back to Florida.  Kentucky just wasn't the place for me.  I miss my family, but they understood.  Home is where the heart is and mine is here.  My sisters did come down with me when I moved and got to see the town I live in and I found a house with a view of the lake and a big back yard for Keeper to play in.  He loves not being on the leash anymore and the warmer weather really agrees with him (Me too).  So, all is good on my end. 
I enrolled in summer classes and started working back at the Deli and Outback.  So, I'm staying busy but I make sure and find time for me.
Growing up I idolized my sister.  Wanted to be just like her.  She has a great personality.  Makes friends with anyone very easily and always puts other people before herself.  Not to mention she had some pretty cute boyfriends too.  Talking now, there are things that I remember from HER high school years that she doesn't.  Songs she sang in choir, names of boys she dated... things like that.  This being said, it hurts me to see her hurt.  She's been dealt a lousy hand these past few months.  Things that would break a weaker person, but not her.  She raised two very loving children with very little and worked hard for every bit of it.  I want you to know that I love you. Enjoy this.  I think of you every time I listen to it. 

Sidewalk Prophets - Save My Life Lyrics

Artist: Sidewalk Prophets
Album: Live Like That
Genre: Christian
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We’ve met half a dozen times
I know your name I know you don’t know mine
But I won’t hold that against you

You come here every Friday night
I take your order and try to be polite
And hide what I’ve been going through

If you looked me right in the eye
Would see the pain deep inside
Would you take the time to

[Chorus:]
Tell me what I need to hear
Tell me that I’m not forgotten
Show me there’s a God
Who can be more than all I’ve ever wanted
‘Cause right now I need a little hope
I need to know that I’m not alone
Maybe God is calling you tonight
To tell me something
That might save my life

I’m the pastor at your church
For all these years you’ve listened to my words
You think I know all the answers

But I’ve got doubts and questions too
Behind this smile I’m really just like you
Afraid and tired and insecure

If you look me right in the eye
Would you see the real me inside
Would you take the time to

[Chorus]

Save my life

I am just like everyone
Jesus I need You, I need Your Love
To save my life